In Search of Motivation (and time)

Hey Guys!
Things are getting pretty crazy. I only have a few classes, but all the assignments seem to be due around the same time and I have SO little time to actually work on them. I'm trying to be gentle and kind to myself and not kick myself for taking an evening off from homework, but it's so hard to keep up. Right now I'm torn between just taking the rest of the evening off or having some free time this weekend. I thought it would be a no brainer, just get it done now, but I'm really having a hard time digging down and finding the motivation to make myself do anything else right now. I feel lucky to even have done my cultivating the spirit work. I've had the craziest week at work, Tuesday I worked 11.5 hours not including my hour break, so all told I was there from 8-8:30. It was insane. Then last night I went straight from work to class and was there until 10 PM. This is the first time I've had a second to just sit down and do some homework. I wanted to start out with my "easy" homework and do a post with you guys and respond to the questions for this module. Anything to put off working on one of the many papers and projects I have coming up. One of my classes hasn't even given the assignment for the final paper and I'm already feeling overwhelmed. Part of me just feels like laughing at myself because I've had MUCH harder semesters, but I've never had to work full time while being in school full time. Sometimes it just feels like it's just more than I could possibly hope to get done. Yet somehow here I am and I'm almost graduating. I just am so afraid I'm going to slip up and fail a class or something and not graduate. I'm also going CRAZY because when I interviewed for grad school on the 18th of March they said I should hear back in 3-4 weeks. Monday was 4 weeks and still no news. Keep your fingers crossed for me! Everything else is still pretty much the same. As my last post. Trying to come up with somewhere beautiful to have an outdoor wedding, but I'm really floundering a bit, but that's just something fun and exciting I work on in my "spare time". If anyone knows somewhere cheap and pretty, let me know! I hope to hear from you all soon about our lunch date!
Heather